And so. The day has appeared at last. Time for my only friend, Black-tune, to move far away. My only school friend. The light and hope of my breaks and dinners. Everything. My courage. Without her, i sulked in a corner in unknown places.
In the start of the week, i didn't see it coming. She told me, and i was like "Nuu"....
I didn't think it should be this bad.... BUT I WAS WRONG!
The school nurse was recently. When it was my turn, i was like "Oh Shi...". well, i sneaked in but when we talked...it had a weird everything.. i know i have a phobia of people but this was different then before...
Cuz she asked about my friends... then i was all quiet and just said "Uh...yeah...i have 2-3...one who i can hang out only in school, one who is moving away and one who i'm fighting with..." Then the nurse said something that broke me.... "Is it Black?" ..yep..awkward, i made up crying.
But not about that. It's not that bad...today was MUCH WORSE.
We saw each other with Black in the morning. It was normal. Everything started at 3th class. Our teacher said it. "This is the last day with this whole class, Black is moving away." I almost made up crying..again...and then the feeling of deep sadness just kept inside me...
Then on dinner, it happened. Black said to me "I can't believe that this is the last time we eat here together." I said "Stop it" but i just forced myself not to cry...
Then, we chased teachers to give them a farewell lollipop. ;~;
It was HORRIBLE. But our kind lady teacher was the worst. We knocked on the door, and this was the chat:
Teacher: Hi. So when are you going to move away?
Black: Tomorrow. *gives lollipop*
Teacher: What, tomorrow? How is Carolina going to survive without you? *goes to get e-mail address and gives us candy*
Teacher: Well now she's crying...this is too touching, i know right?
Me: *cries even more*
Black: Aww...*pets me*
And this kept on going..never show me anything like this TTATT
I cried for almost everything..ugh...but now you know....